| That it I've taken my chance, I've finally decided that I'm going to go for what I've wanted all along.
not that anyone will ever find this, but I'm sorry for the broken hearts that have lead me up to where I'm at. I feel bad but I can't look back now. God is showing me things I never imagined before and my bond with him is growing stronger each day. I find it funny that the only time we feel inspired to write is when drastic things happen. Either we are sad and have to get it out or are to happy to hold it in.
Thank you for the experiences and all the things that have happened this past year, for tomorrow I add another year onto my life. I add this past years struggles, pains, heartaches, joys, pleasures, and all the wonderfully terrible things that make this life worth it to the scrap book memories that is my life. and I look forward to adding more while I'm 20.
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| I'm so tired of being lonely. God is with me. Always and he watches what I go through, and I know I'm not alone but why do I feel like I'm still missing........her. I don't even know who she is but I want her more then life sometimes. Days go by and I feel like I'm suffocating on how unhappy I think I am. I don't want attention from this I just want to find her and get on with the rest of my life. Things will mean something more to me once I find a better reason to do them. God take this away I don't want to feel like this but I feel like I'm trapped by it. But I've put myself in this cage and It will take the key I crafted to get out. now the trick is to find where I put the damn thing.......
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| The world will pass you if you let it, and I say let it. I'm tired of being judged on my appearance and on how I live my life. look inside me see th kind of world I want to create and love me for it thats all I ask.
I've tried the pointless go no where relationship, I can't do one night stands, and waiting for the "one" seems impossible, but then again all things are possible through God.
I struggle with addiction, I have horrible self control, I'm not the best friend in the world, but yet I try to deal with the hunger for sex, and I try to not get on the internet as much as I do, and my friends still think I'm a pretty good friend. Why? because all we can do is try.
Being human sucks.....but we wouldn't be human if God didn't think we could handle it now would we?
~Dr.Snow
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| Everything changes, all the people and feelings it all happens so fast, don't let yourself get caught up in anothers world, stay focused on your values and your truths.
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| but change is worth it, if everything was easy then nothing would be worth it, wrap your head around what I'm saying, work harder, do better, why? because settling for medium isn't how it should be, you don't see gain, look inside and feel better about who you've become.
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